There’s No Point

Did I ruin everything by trying to make it right again?
Was it so wrong to want it back the way it was?
Little romances here and there, but we always came back for each other.
You know, our group was perfect,
Even if it was a 3 to 5 girl boy ratio.
We could just hang out, we knew everything about everyone.
Now we keep secrets from half and tell the rest.
Of course someone tells and the group splits,
But we always fix it at the end.

How come this isn’t fixed yet?
Why hasn’t there been an apology?
Why hasn’t there been a
“It was my fault!” “No it was mine!”
Then a big hug right after?
Why am I the only one willing to confess my mistakes?
Isn’t anyone watching the pain that our friendships are suffering?
How come no one cares anymore?
Why doesn’t anyone else want it to be the way it was?

Is it so wrong to cling to the old?
To wish on a star and beg for everyone to love again?
It seems like now that it is a problem.
Get over it, friends come and go.
But we weren’t just friends, we were family.
Our lives revolved around one another.
But now we are strangers to our past.
No one wants to even glance at our year book.
“Look, there we are at Six Flags!”
I used to smile at our old photographs,
Now my heart aches at every glance.

Maybe true friendship is impossible
Maybe we can just live with someone for so long before we go mad
Before we yell, and call each other names
Before the regret takes over
And we wish what we had never ended.

But what would I know,
I am just a teenager.